I see this projection that I created and filled with the negative thoughts that are normally and comfortably at home in me. I mistake her for the real thing, and I end up relating with the wrong one. And the process begins immediately upon meeting people, regardless whether I'm enjoying getting to know them or dreading every step.
If I'm to make this work, and all indications say that I am, this is clearly going to have to change. Or not. I suspect I'll end up learning that the only thing that has to change, if you're going to enhance your ability to make people happy, is your insistence on a time and method. Let go, and ride your experiences to your destination. It only works in a worry-free vehicle.
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